the Future.

Sigh.........
No, not the family business.
I know that i will have a smooth journey ahead.
I know that i will have lots of holiday and benefits than working in other company.
I know that i can be the lady-boss soon to be in my early age.
I know i no need worry for the Unemployment issues.
Of course i know there are plenty of pros than cons.
Even my dad has spoke his words, and of course my mum too.

But, this is not the way suppose to be.
Not for the 9-5
Not for the normal lifestyle
In short words, i just don't wish to die like that.
or maybe i should learn the way how adult survive in their life, i mean their journey of life.
i wonder they have gone through all these, that i struggling from?
or they already give up the meaning of their life for a very long time ago?