*SIGH*
i never feel happy nor satisfy to the work since i got the job offer. Even i fail my mock presentation today but i have no feeling at all.*but i have to do it again after a week from now*SIGH*
with the letter R that already long prepare on my hand, i guess is the time to give out anytime but SOON??Seriously, i don't like the programming job even though i'm the IT graduate!I just can't make up my mind and giving up my degree just like that.Well, i do like to commit myself in IT area but not with the tasks i dealing right now:(
The feeling for going to work everyday was like, so demotivated.... Seriously, i'm think i'm too ego for asking a question that suppose a fresh IT graduate will answer it?*the feeling was like when u ask for expert for the 1+1=2:( Maybe the only things that i can conclude for my situation is "I not suitable for this job" ?
I guess my mind was been occupy-ing with the "R" after i start the job...this is really what i looking for? Well, the environment always remind me that "reality is cruel, you have to accept it no matter you like it or not" *all i can say is, u name it i knew it.
There seem no solution for my situation now. All i can do was surf the Jobstreet everyday and hoping there was somebody will call me up for the interview. Or waiting the boss to fire me because i'm lack of the technical skill?*there is people been fire by the company for this reason before@@~ But you know, except sales, engineering, science...it was hard for me to get the salary that i work for now.*this is one of the reason i still here?
*SIGH AGAIN*
i'm tired with all the words and analysis, so who there, you, awak, kau,dia, sesiapa........please show me some way please????:(
14 comments:
I am so sure u feel like sh** 2day when u leave the office. Hmm...Nothing huh...
This is the second time I read you blog.
Second time I read u blog, why have u become so dim?
There is not if I was you becoz u are u. I will not say things that is just useless...
Go now. How far is it going to carry you if you feel the way you wrote?
u life does not depend on u job. That is why u have this luxury that others may not have. I had it but sometimes I feel I wasted it. So now, every little choice I make, I make with cautions.
You? U havent gained yet and you have started to scare to lose. This is so not like u. At least not the u in u words.
Or maybe u dunt even have to be so flustrated. Bcoz u have already started to leave. U just havent gotten the ticket (Other job offers?). I hope this is the case. That way, u feel happier.
Don't force uself. We force ourselve only when we think the cause is right. The way I see it, this is not a right cause.
U're not happy and u r not doing anything. I have all these logical reasons to suggest to you to leave now. But this is unnecessary. At the end of the day, u heart already decide. not u brain.
so, girl, be ready. Sensely, I say go search all the jobs there are u will soon get offers. When u think u have gotten it...it's time to depart.
My say is "make up u mind to leave". Everything else is easier. F*ck tht shit!
just 1 thing. Dunt do nothing.(Personally experience) Always do something. Then it's ok.
BEN
wah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ur comment is longer than my entry eh?haha!
I care ma :)
b
are you okay my friend?
hope u can find a better job soon~
all da best^^
[Bryan] So many to say, just duno how to start:(
[shu ying]ur holiday gt many program hor?
justine, just submit the letter of R when you not satisfied with your working environment. As I know, you have to wait for a month before the resignation date, am I right? So submit when you think are possible and look for a new job that suitable for you.
Good luck to you!
try not to leave without securing a new offer. if it's really THAT bad, just submit in the letter.
if you're not happy, you can't perform. it's not healthy for you and the company either way.
But if you try to press CTRL R.In this case it will refresh your page.
haha.
wow!gam xia for u guys's comment:)~
well i think i just can't wait to hand my resignation letter ASAP. As i really don't have this kind of mood to contribute in this company@@~~~
wei, send me your resume, my company got loads of opening. I'll ref you.
Simon!r u serious?@@~ btw, wat company u working at?? or u can add me in msn at gwyin@hotmail.com we can chat abt it:p
hmmm... u working at public bank ar? at kl now? or jb??? lol... the oni place i knw that pay a standard high salary for freshgradz... 2.8k
hehehe... programming is ok for me, but not research =.=" i hate research... especially when i need 2 research for some technical stuff that i dont know.. shit man~ >.<
wow!u actually leave me message wei:p thanks thanks:)) anyhow, currently i working in JB now lah, as product consultant but have to deal with the SQL all that which i really don't like@@~~~ but then so far u still enjoy ur work right?that's the point@@~i not really enjoy what i work now...:(
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